I'm Gonna Torment MyselfI hate thisI hate lifeGive it to someone else, they won't throw it away"I want to runI want to hideBut I'm not a coward, I will fucking stay!The reason I liveThe only reason at allIs knowing that I, that I deserve this torment!I'm going insaneI see her everywhereAnd after losing her, I realized how much I loved her.I hate myselfI hate my lifeI will torture myself, before I end it.